featured poison.

2009-09-22T04:58:00.001+08:00

Explosions in the sky, your hand in mine.

2009-08-24T05:21:00.001+08:00

because maybe one day you'll grow up and understand.

2009-08-05T18:38:00.000+08:00

business as usual.

2009-08-04T00:49:00.002+08:00

although you guys will say its okay since its over already anyway, i feel totally lousy despite the outing cuz for the simple reason that i've let all of you down. ALL four of you.
and for what it's worth, i would exchange my grades just to raise your grades all a little higher.
cuz thats what you guys deserve.

2009-07-22T21:05:00.001+08:00

wow. i fell.

2009-07-19T00:49:00.000+08:00

congrats ryan and charlotte.
you guys look cute together.

2009-07-14T11:58:00.001+08:00

happy birthday to the talented artist that lives three blocks away.
be happy.

2009-07-11T01:11:00.000+08:00

just one hour. if only.

2009-07-09T01:05:00.000+08:00

i'm so afraid of graduating.

2009-07-06T12:52:00.001+08:00

i wanna sit on some hill and just draw all day.

2009-06-29T17:18:00.000+08:00

belated happy birthday steph.
belated rip farrah, mj.
advance rip year2 and 3s.
57 cases in school and yet we show no signs of closing.
social experiment?

2009-06-23T18:43:00.001+08:00

weddings make me happy.
for now.

2009-06-16T19:07:00.001+08:00

because this is one story with a new twist that has never been told.

2009-06-12T05:51:00.001+08:00

because we're only human.

2009-06-08T01:13:00.002+08:00

every ounce of me is screaming out.
be a rock.
because noone else will.
because noone else can.
show them.
the story of the cherry blossoms.

2009-06-06T13:48:00.000+08:00

brb, changing.

timbre here i come.
its been a long time guys.
seeyou.

2009-05-28T22:32:00.000+08:00

because this is one of those times worth crying over.

2009-05-14T19:17:00.001+08:00

because today your picture made me smile like always.

fyp till oh so late.

happy birthday reuben.

2009-05-10T11:09:00.002+08:00

because we can live like jack and sally if we want.

coming soon.
after a too long hiatus.
damn i miss it all.
heck all the insecurities.

this week.

2009-05-03T11:04:00.000+08:00

what he said.

2009-04-28T15:26:00.001+08:00

because life is a sexually contracted disease.

2009-04-13T14:54:00.003+08:00

"when the horizon stretches beyond imagination.
and the plans have all just been laid;
culmination of everything ever at the zenith.
the word 'contest' no longer exist;
while deception lies in the next step.
for all that matters is resilience."

2009-04-12T19:03:00.002+08:00

"change isn't the only constant.
technically, the Ks are the best.
just so you know;
competition just warmed up.
tomorrow morning beckons;
you started it."

on another side note, happy birthday cs.

sensitivity for music.

2009-04-11T21:16:00.002+08:00

"With heart, spell and death;
all that remains is ink.
While departures involve more than flights;
what can be heard is the cello.
And just because it isn't christmas;
lies fly surround.
Left in the grasp of thieves;
blood may just be 'thinner' than water.
Beware of strangers bearing gifts;
especially after breaking a rule.
Greed exists in all;
more so one wearing a ring.
The ultimate warrior;
is the one who does not need to fight."

on another note, happy birthday alicia.

freaking thin gynaecologist.

2009-04-08T21:14:00.001+08:00

because all the biggest dreams are coming true.
and all that remains is Nicholas Sparks and Yellowcard.

2009-04-07T21:49:00.001+08:00

"SQ 830 seat 50C."

2009-04-05T12:03:00.000+08:00

"the sound of envy."

2009-04-01T05:53:00.002+08:00

because there's john mayer and brian mcknight.
and sara bareilles and tal bachman.
and how can we forget metro station and blue.
with a touch of david archuleta and blink 182.
ending perfectly with rachmaninoff and mozart.
thank you God.

STArt Orientation Camp.

2009-03-24T17:45:00.002+08:00

"and he remarked to himself, damn, this year moves fast. is it too late to start, now that two decades are approaching? thankfully, there's thursday and friday." and he stops at that, while all the time pondering on forever."

2009-03-15T10:28:00.002+08:00

"he wonders what is it with single/double eyelids and dimples. and at this moment, he suddenly wishes he can fly."

2009-03-13T01:23:00.001+08:00

"and he says happy belated birthday to robin(love) and nicola(twin)."

because wednesday nights are mambo nights.

2009-03-08T10:48:00.002+08:00

cambodia rocked socks.
because we were the animals in the zoo.
because there was tribal council every night.
because there was sugarcane.
because there was lucky mall ice-cream.
because there was sangkheum center.
because there was a kfc below the hotel.
because only my room(and delia's too) had air-con.
because there was espn and we watched soccer there.
because there was HBO too.
because there were so many cameras.
because there was angkor wat.
because there was the heart of darkness.
because there were awesome travel mates.
because an old lady labelled me a steele. (cambodian gangster)
because we ate fried spiders.
because there was the night market.
because there was cool live music at the cafe central.
because there was laughter.
and very simply;
because there was love.

2009-02-15T10:57:00.001+08:00

"would you save my soul tonight?"

cambodia.

2009-01-31T21:57:00.002+08:00

"dealing with death and loss, brb."

2009-01-19T10:17:00.002+08:00

"because he said ubin was rad. and he made a whole lot of new friends(relative term) along the way for the two days. the only downside was the commando mosquitoes. he's so damn psyched up for cambodia."

2009-01-15T14:36:00.000+08:00

"so i'm breaking the habits, i'm breaking the habits tonight."

2009-01-12T12:47:00.002+08:00

"and so he wanted to laugh out loud so bad but he couldn't cuz he was in the library. so he went to w3 and laugh instead. lol(not really laughing though)"

2009-01-07T17:41:00.002+08:00

It is easier to find men who will volunteer to die, than to find those who are willing to endure pain with patience. -Julius caesar

"you're willing to die for love? so what."

"because he's been feeling what resembles that of the calm before the storm. yet. he's not afraid. he's hoping he'll never be. for every single one of them."

2008-12-24T19:20:00.002+08:00

"not so merry a christmas season, he thinks. but whatever la huh. christmas ain just about that. so have a happy christmas, and don't forget what its really about."

2008-12-22T12:02:00.002+08:00

"and when christmas is a mere 3 days away, he looked around him and smiled. heck with the recession. heck with political coups and all that. heck with stress and all that that comes with school and work and whatever. because there's so much more to be so much thankful for. friends and family. as much as he feels it might seems cliche, he thinks unless you really feel loss, you'll never be able to understand. his holiday seems t be getting better and better. shopping with neighbour later, chalet tmr, and christmas. and he wonders, can this week get any freaking more awesome. on a side note, he feels so damn helpless in the midst of it all."

2008-12-10T09:21:00.002+08:00

"and he thought that it only went that well due to the people that were there, or more like the lack of certain people. in any case, it really caused a problem whichever way you put it. and as christmas so obviously approaches, he's really glad for this year so far. after all, it is his 18th year of existence. on another note, camp was really fun, he got to know some people better and all, and so was the choir outing that was so fantastic. and while he's actually typing this, he is totally sick. how apt the moment, when holidays are just around the corner."

2008-12-05T09:58:00.002+08:00

because all that's left is to run.

"and as school comes to a close, being the last week and all, he wonders if this christmas will be different. everything's all so different, yet still so strangely familiar. and while twilight commands a gradually increasing following, he feels that the movie doesn't really do justice to the book. and perhaps, just perhaps, he is hoping that this holiday will be one to remember. and on another note, he thinks that for those that desire that degree of independence and freedom, and yearns for the thought of living alone with your own house and all, think again. home alone is not at all like the movies. when the push comes to shove, all a person needs is company. and while he's at it, he wishes a happy birthday to yijie the old monkey and ian tatt the man who has not grown up yet."

2008-11-25T15:56:00.002+08:00

when everything feels like the movies;
yeah you bleed just to know you're alive.

"he's currently at the acceptance stage. and as much as his team for interaction design was rad, it doesn't matter cuz he totally thinks that the facilitator(lingling) makes the module so boring to the point where looking at water boiling is far more exciting. apart from the dull and mundane school life where fyp and G903: portfolio development is abt to take over, he's extremely glad that A's are over and those poor souls who did not have a life before can finally go out. on a side note, he thinks a certain someone(you know who you are) is strong and will make through whatever(: lastly, he wishes willis and jason a very happy birthday(: "

2008-11-24T14:15:00.003+08:00

"he discovered that he's a musician today. and hols might be coming in either two or three weeks. he's not so sure. and his A streak was ended. but like chumbawamba says, nothing's gonna get him down. besides that, however he feels that anthro's more interesting than usual but is still quite boring. apart from that, he's reading philosophy and is starting to think that playing music is going to make him weird. and there's been quite alot of thinking been done over the past two weeks and he's yet to come to a conclusion. sigh."

2008-11-20T12:19:00.001+08:00

"and so, the horror(relative term) known as the A levels draw to a close.."

2008-11-20T08:51:00.001+08:00

ahahah this is dickson weeeeee.

he is sitting beside me in class today.

and art of story is boring.

2008-11-14T10:29:00.000+08:00

happy birthday, sd(:

2008-11-13T22:03:00.002+08:00

"the last few days' for him was a blur. soccer matches, concerts, drama performances, instrumental practices, and various other activities kept him from home till late, and more is still to come. the only bright spark that is on the horizon is prob the coming of the holidays that heralds christmas and everybody knows that christmas is one of the best festivals ever. and while all those peeps out there who still feel that poly kids have easy lives, he can only say how everybody's having hols save for those A level people and of course, poly kids.

on another note, he just realised after going on facebook that everybody's growing up so fast, and childhood's almost over."

2008-11-10T16:36:00.002+08:00

"he seems to be falling too deep. way too fast too. on a side note, he wonders about fyp. and a whole lot of things as well. all the way till 5.30 in the morning this morning. vampire."

2008-11-07T19:58:00.002+08:00

"so he's currently now at the library doing what must be done. loads of stuff recently, concerts and outings that fills the schedule, plus violin lessons, heck, just simply alot of stuff. and as much as there are fyp teams to be sorted out, projects to be finished, friends to catch up with seeing that its going to be the end of the year, there's always a silver lining, and that silver lining is reasoning through the ages, which has garnered straight As(so far) and makes up a little for the fact that delia has given him a C for art of story."

2008-11-02T12:38:00.002+08:00

"he just got back from shanghai, and even though he checked out his grades and saw the worse results he had gotten thus far this promising semester, comments on an A that he got totally made his sunDAY. and he smiled."

2008-10-29T01:58:00.004+08:00

"he's still up in the middle of the night in shanghai and feels suddenly that sometimes you don't really know somebody. and he just became really emo and the song that he's currently listening to(iris) is not really helping."

2008-10-28T23:06:00.000+08:00

Just listen to the music of the traffic in the city
Linger on the sidewalk, where the neon signs are pretty
How can you lose? The lights are much brighter there
You can forget all your troubles, forget all your cares

so go
downtown, things will be great when you're
downtown, no finer place for sure
downtown, everything's waiting for you.

how true.
esp in shanghai.
dammnnn.

2008-10-28T22:38:00.002+08:00

"so he went spent the day watching death race, journey to the center of the earth, and august rush. and sleeping alot of course.
but the real highlight of the night was really the street meat. so he biked down to this corner of a street, where people were having these little stands, which were really portable bbq pits, except that they were smaller and stuff, and not so new looking. he went with his sister and sister's really funky friend, zak and they introduced him t the world of street meat(okay introduced was a really lousy word t use, but cant think of anything else) where meat on sticks are bbq and served. one stick's like forty cents, cheap and fabulous. and they were DELICIOUS. heck, while he looked at the sticks and thought t himself: "hmm these look...errr..." but as the fumes rose and entered his nostrils stealthily like a ninja, he took a bite and kept on biting for like, a whopping 16+/- sticks. what a pig. but yeah and later his dad called his sister t go back t do homework so he had t leave and now he's the only one awake and blogging."

2008-10-27T03:32:00.000+08:00

5 hours to: SHANGHAI.

2008-10-24T08:26:00.002+08:00

omg two Cs.
yes i know its just a 3.125 percentage, but still.
first delia, now jason.
arrgh.
and im not even going to start on that art of story UNDERSTANDING test shyt.

on a side note, belated happy birthday darren.

2008-10-19T09:44:00.000+08:00

happy birthday handsome. lol.
president's scholar ah.
hahaha.

2008-10-18T09:01:00.001+08:00

pretty okay laah(:

2008-10-14T13:33:00.001+08:00

if only you knew who i am. really.

2008-10-13T18:51:00.002+08:00

happy birthday fy.
cuz you're going to promote this year and go to j2(:

2008-10-11T01:37:00.002+08:00

been out of touch for the past week.

vpn failure.
mahjong and poker.
classes are all rad.
my elective's on an A streak.
lan with the cell ppl.
forbidden love and canon.
frisbee on sunday(perhaps)
economy's getting real bad.
We The Kings.

just another week.

2008-10-02T14:46:00.001+08:00

coffee donut.
sars love.
art of story.
car front seat.
disaster free.
chicken drumlets.
8 days.
fairlady.

thursday.

2008-10-02T08:57:00.001+08:00

the Stradivari.

2008-09-30T11:56:00.001+08:00

define music.
control music.
play music.

2008-09-30T10:39:00.001+08:00

the most difficult to play.
ever.

perhaps one day.

2008-09-23T09:03:00.002+08:00

WHATTHEHECK.
SUPER NOISY PLEASE.
SHE IS FREAKING ANNOYING.
ARRGH.

2008-09-22T12:19:00.002+08:00

delifrance for breakfast.

been going to all sorts of places for breakfast nowadays cuz lion drives.
before this sem it was all cafe esplanade and canteen.
not that those places suck but its nice to have a change.

today's problem statement's just boring.
delia kang tmr.
questions aplenty.
woohoo.

2008-09-19T09:47:00.002+08:00

happy birthday michelle and cedric.

classes are tiring, some even to the point of boring.
and im getting Bs due to some reason which i have no idea what.
esp anthro.
2 Bs already.
how to improve gpa like that.

its all so getting closer.

2008-09-13T00:56:00.002+08:00

and so it all begins again.
i don't wanna be part of that world.
maybe i might have found it attractive once.
but i've seen the consequences.
and as much as i can fit into it perfectly;
perhaps a tale of two cities,
is something i simply don't need.

2008-09-12T08:30:00.001+08:00

lo and behold.
i've got her in my team.
and of all classes, anthro.
this friday is starting out rather badly indeed.

2008-09-10T21:42:00.002+08:00

first week's been good.
the peeps who are in the same class tgt with me for four days(except for one)
are cool yo.
and every single module is just wonderful.
its hard to remember everybody's name though.
life nowadays' been rather okay.
just a few bumps here and there.
but its all swell.
and i just got reminded i don't have to know everything.
for what its worth, i suppose the person's right.
okay.
gtg go meet mich now.
ciao.

2008-09-05T12:01:00.001+08:00

VAM, juilliard, MSM or Berklee.

2008-09-01T01:03:00.001+08:00

its been quite some time since i updated.
family's just left for shanghai this afternoon.
school starts wednesday.
new classes and classmates as per usual.
and reuben_chia just told me that 4bia's good.
and that there's been a fatal accident near my house after that.
lol.
its going to be a busy day tmr.
oh, and a happy teachers' day(:

2008-05-26T07:51:00.001+08:00

eighteen.

2008-05-25T22:57:00.000+08:00

cheap thrills.

2008-04-28T23:28:00.002+08:00

For since the creation of the world God's invisible qualities - his eternal power and divine nature- have been clearly seen, being understood from what has been made, so that men are without excuse.
Romans 1:20

everything's changing, and i don't feel the same.
like duh.

so many things' been happening.
anyway happy birthday chen.
ure now legal t get those alcohol you know so well with just a mere sip.
stay cool and don't move on to drugs yeah.
you rock.

pp's no kick.
at least for now.

this blog is so poorly updated.
im considering killing it.
like pushing it out of a window or sth.
but then it'll end up on my desktop.
okay sorry bad joke.
but really.
lj just suits me fine.
i'll see how.
maybe i'll do it on a certain 26th of may.
ahaha 26 totally owns 30 la graceyeohwenti.
lalala.

well anyway my new class is rocks socks.
new modules rocks shoes.
except for digital media arts.
sam yap is cool but i don't particularly enjoy audacity and soundtrack pro.
history of the arts on the other hand isn't half that bad.
but the faci is new and is so by the book.
we've gotta put up our hand before speaking.
and she does nothing to help the growth of our exceptional creative and spontaneous tendencies at all.
even to the extent of stifling it.
dammnnn.

well time to stop complaining and deal with it.
for what it's worth, nothing's too hard for e24r.

keeping things in perspective.

2008-03-24T23:11:00.000+08:00

Woe to those who are heroes at drinking wine and champions at mixing drinks,
Isaiah 5:22

one month of not blogging at blogspot.
ooh.

i cant wait for school t start.
i cant wait for certain events t happen.
after all, it is a special year.
18 birthdays.
haha.
im so glad for everything.
a better tomorrow(:

wait for them.

2008-02-25T21:01:00.002+08:00

Now about spiritual gifts, brothers, I do not want you to be ignorant.
1 Corinthians 12:1

the oscars can blow a person away.
really.

this little entry is just to show im still alive.
sorry to disappoint(:

hols are here.
boring boring boring.

cant wait for school to start.
first time.

and thats not the only thing im waiting for.
im waiting for the movie august rush.
its a movie on my little dream(:

oh btw, my gpa improved.

I'm making it all up as i go along.

2008-02-04T02:22:00.000+08:00

In anger do not sin. Do not let the sun go down while you are still angry, and do not give the devil a foothold.
Ephesians 4:26,27

TEN WHOLE WEEKS.
starting from today.
its so long it simply takes your breath away.
wow.

right now im at macs typing this.
its 2.16am in the wee hours of the morning.
soccer at 3.25.
weeee.

chinese new year's this week.
red packets will be lining my pockets soon.
yay.

okay this is damn retarded.
everybody please go and play viwawa.
it rocks socks.
haha its like the most retarded thing nxt t maple.
but it freaking kills my arch enemy boredom so im not complaining.
lalala.

whattheheck.
im listening t teddy geiger now.
and its so funny.
just like that counter guy who just cracked a joke.
LOL.

this post is here t tell myself that im alive.
hahahahaha.
okay this is extremely disturbing.
im drifting between the planes of mental instability and reality at the moment.
hahahahahaha.
and laughing while im at it.
the counter guy is now staring at me like im some retard.
okay i shall stop typing nonsense now.
lalala.

I'm darth vader's secret apprentice.

2008-01-21T22:24:00.000+08:00

and how from infancy you have known the holy Scriptures, which are able to make you wise for salvation through faith in Christ Jesus.
2 Timothy 3:15

first of all.thank you pertorqueo_u for the song(:

and its just been another week of school.
dull and boring.
with the exception of school peeps to brighten up my everyday.

well its the birthday of charleston today.
and the birthdays of cara, abbie and carol my neighbour tmr.
and the birthday of my sis and jan on thursday.
and the birthday of john cheong on sat.
a birthday week in every sense of the word.
almost.
wait till that week in may.
then thats every single day.
=D

9days left.

Pictures of you.pictures of me.

2008-01-14T22:28:00.000+08:00

"And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to His purpose."
Romans 8:28

got the verse from josh's blog.
thought its rather applicable.
esp recently.
oh wells.

have been skipping weeks.
like blogging every alt monday.
i think i just cant find the time luh.
the first two weeks of the year ain too bad.
crashed ac orientation and had a week of school.

ac orientation:

well like previous years, ac orientation is and has always been one of the best orientation for the new j1s.
though i must say as much as it isn't too bad(well done kelly and peeps), MY batch was way more funky, enthu, retarded and fun, not to mention LOUDER.
im sure MY batch ppl would agree.
esp the valkyries.
i didn't crash a particular group,
and as i walked around i get reminded of the times i've had with the valkyries.
and i must say we all didn't end up too bad eh?
well, seeing that we've come out with a instructor in the red cross, the president of acjc's student council, a humanities scholar and a pro debater, i must say we must have done something really rad.
though i should remind myself to keep in touch with all of them as often as possible as i can spare.
last but not least, MY batch ppl did great as ogls as well.
and i knew quite a few ppl who totally debunk my opinion of geeks and nerds populating scone.
haha go weikeat jessie clari gabrina(:

school:

well its come down to the last four weeks of yet another sem filled with laughter, tears, stress, lunch(particularly me), photo-taking, comments on facis, pool and whatnot.
as much as the holiday mood is already upon us, yes i can see the TEN WEEKS beckoning to me already. and i must say im sure i'll miss most of my classmates.
so rock on, W25L.

well its getting late alr.
i've got loads of stuff i gotta go think abt now.
oh wells.
sigh.

100% of divorces begin with marriage.

2007-12-31T15:25:00.000+08:00

Well Christmas this year was filled with so much more purpose and meaning. and really, Jesus’s birth. the greatest gift of all.
thank you for the presents.
and the cards.
and the people.
thank you so much.

but on the sidenote, I think I just may have eaten really a lot this christmas. and I really need t exercise NOW.

Caroling was a fantastic experience. and i cant wait t do it again. heck with tired legs and sore voices. but who cares. really. it’s the joy in singing for the Lord and spreading his good news. so thank God for caroling.

2007 is : Simply, wonderful.
2007’s been the best year of my life so far.
I really have so so so much t thank God for.
every single new friend I’ve made this year.
every single friend i've known better.
every single old friend I still keep in touch with.
every single event that has happened.
every single thing I’ve done.
every single thing I havn done.
every single little or big thing that God has so graciously done for me.
nothing I can ever do will be enough.

oh and thank God for poly.
if not i wouldn’t have discovered the joys of mahjong.
and friends I know I can count on.
and I wouldn’t have seen things in such a diff light.
So thank you God. So much.
Thank you God for 2007.

Glory to God in the highest.

2007-12-17T14:53:00.000+08:00

What is more, I consider everything a loss compared to the surpassing greatness of knowing Christ Jesus my Lord, for whose sake I have lost all things. I consider them rubbish, that I may gain Christ,
Philippians 3:8

chalet later.
carolling tomorrow.
bbq the day after.
this whole week's is going to be super tight.
adrenaline rush.

shiok.

btw, tevez was lucky.

COD4-modern warfare.

2007-12-10T16:27:00.000+08:00

All scripture is God-breathed and is useful for teaching, rebuking, correcting and training in righteousness, so that the man of God may may be thoroughly equipped for every good work.
2 Timothy 3:16-17

He is mighty to save.

cell.
esther the musical.
decoder's cafe.
i love the weekends.

four more days.
this week simply cant be done fast enough.
christmas simply just cant come fast enough.
patience.

and as for the bandung and pandan,
its okay if you don't reply on msn.
its okay if you don't reply those sms.
its okay if you don't pick up the calls.
its no big deal.
after all, i've already given up.
so there.

go deep, and erase everything.

2007-12-03T19:50:00.000+08:00

Now fear the Lord and serve him with all faithfulness.
Joshua 24:14a

camp could only be described in two words.
well done.

laptop's fixed.

and the holidays are once again approaching.

grades need a little pulling up.

but life's serene and nice.
for now.
its prob the calm before the storm.

next up:
carolling
module selection

When the push comes to shove.

2007-11-26T16:42:00.000+08:00

What is more, I consider everything a loss compared to the surpassing greatness of knowing Jesus Christ my Lord, for whose sake I have lost all things. I consider them rubbish, that I may gain Christ
Philippians 3:8

my $25 was totally worth it.
the first practise was encouraging.
frisbee was fun.
ninjas go.

i cant wait for camp.
yay.

now i need fries.

His vocabulary was as bad as, like whatever.

2007-11-19T11:17:00.000+08:00

For God so loved the world that he gave his only begotten son, that whoever believes in Him shall not perish, but have everlasting life.
John 3:16

Arabian nights.
Carolling.
Games day.
Red camp.
Breakfast/lunch/dinner with whoever/wherever.
Chalet(s)

The excitement grows.
I have just have this little feeling that this holiday is going to be great.
A little bright spark in the midst of everything.
Its going to be an exceptional Christmas.
Absolutely fantastic.
With wonder at every corner.
I just cant wait=DDD

Okay now I’ve cut my hair again.
Plus I just got a new cap.
It’s the return of the mrt terrorist bomber.
Oh wells.

Okay the internet connection is apparently rather screwed up.
I guess it just means I’ve gotta learn patience.
That and I’ve gotta sleep already.
Interesting day tmr.

Shutup and drive already.

2007-11-12T17:59:00.000+08:00

For through him we both have access to the Father by one Spirit.
Ephesians 2:18

a week of holidays.
is rp selfish or what.

hahaha i don't think i speak well but im going to join debate anyway.
who cares.
okay maybe the people in debate do.
aiyah.
the most kena rejected only.
its no big deal really.

sentosa with cell people was fun.
lets do it again sometime.

carolling's drawing nearer and im right on the brink of fear.
because i have no idea what i am going to do.

lan with s-word people was ownage.
lets do it again sometime.

fried oysters are kick-ass.
and so is char-kway teow.
fattening yes.
but its nothing a high metabolism rate cant deal with.
if you have a high metabolism rate that is.

december holidays come faster.
i need a longer break from senseless problem statements.

UT tmr.BRING IT ON.

Give them nothing, and take from them; everything.

2007-11-05T22:39:00.000+08:00

"There is no fear of God before their eyes."
Romans 3:18

its the first day of the hols.
and i must say its been quiet.

i wanna do sth.
but my buddies either have op, work, o levels, a levels or school.
this holiday's going to be a blast.
if only.

okay my patience is wearing thinner.
its almost anorexic.
im beginning to entertain thoughts that i will never see the pandan and bandung flavours anymore.
and sometimes, i really cant be bothered anymore.
freaking forget it.

hey you np peeps.
hang in there yeah.
esp the T107 ppl.
lets hang out soon.

Its a small world after all.

2007-10-29T20:01:00.000+08:00

Do not grieve, for the joy of the Lord is your strength.
Nehemiah 8:10b

just plain forget it.
i simply cant be bothered anymore.

false friends and true enemies.

2007-10-22T18:36:00.000+08:00

"Everything is permissible" - but not everything is beneficial.
"Everything is permissible"- but not everything is constructive.
1 Corinthians 10:23

you can dance;
you can jive,
having the time of your life.

really miss those tiles.
be it pandan flavoured or pinkish.

heck with all those what ifs.
and the if onlys.

Getting addicted to the frays.

2007-10-15T12:08:00.000+08:00

Who will bring any charge against those whom God has chosen? It is God who justifies.
Romans 8:33

Vanilla milkshake's the key.

its done.
freaking paradoxes.
hypothetical situations.
oh tell me please.
what does:

Maxwell's demon
Buridan's ass
Plato's cave
The Chinese room
Schrodinger's cat
Butterfly effect

have anything to do with my design course?
go figure.

Cracking the biggleman's safe.

2007-10-08T22:54:00.000+08:00

Above all, you must understand that no prophecy of Scripture came about by the prophet's own interpretation.
2 Peter 1:20

popsugar scoot over.popsalt's here.

havn had much time t blog recently.
not much to blog abt anyway.
life's been pretty much quiet and normal.
i guess i should be thankful i havn gotten a C yet.
but the 4 for GPA looks further than ever with the few Bs i've been getting.
oh wells.
im lacking in accomplishments this past year.
next year brims with promises.
maybe i'll be like ian tatt.
a language and an instrument every decade.
we'll see how.

looking forward to:
ice-cream with pretty and the extortionist.
dinner for mr leong.
dinner with kaye, alvin and mich.
salmon terriyaki at changi.

I HATE MOSQUITOS.

that's all.

The dream extinguisher.

2007-09-24T22:43:00.000+08:00

So whether you eat or drink or whatever you do, do it all for the glory of God.
1 Corinthians 10:31

Just remember in the winter,
far beneath the bitter snow.
Lies the seed that with the sun's love,
in the spring, becomes the rose.

its ironic how everything turns out.
i would never have imagined myself in a quaint huge school located a stone(okay not so much of a stone, more of a boulder)'s throw from woodlands mrt.
the place where the buildings look like some mental hospital in which the walls are all white and clean.
its supposes t be some 'zen' look.
sheesh.

anyway.

where fashion icons roam the corridors which are also filled with cold air imported from antartica.
where the ceiling is covered with dozens of little lights which provide the same amount of brillance as one huge one.
the sports complex where hot guys and girls are the main focus instead of sports.
the one-stop center which implies that you would only stop there once in your life.

oh wells.
im just feeling darn bored.

week 1's grades were, well okay.
could have done better.
work harder joel.
sorry you two for suddenly ps you all on msn.
i kena dc you see.
connection totally sucks.
i can only blog when im at school.
roar.

Freaking similar sameness cows.

2007-09-22T13:00:00.000+08:00

And those he predestined, he also called; those he called, he also justified; those he justified, he also glorified.

Romans 8:30

take time off and listen to the beat.

HAPPY BELATED:

BAVANI.

CEDRIC.

MICHELLE.

i think i've put it off too darn long.

This is bavani.

She was the deliverer in w34k.

always going t buy food during break.

and orders would start pouring in.and she'll come back looking like an aunty who just came back from the market after a shopping spree.

alleged relationship with divakar umesh.

haha.thank you for putting up with all the jibes on being younger(:

This is jeslyn.

not to be confused with justin.

the perfect scribe.

never nags.

never complains.

does beautiful ppts.

contributes good points.

super hard-working.

consider yourself lucky if she's in your class(:

This is jonathan.

you can call him JO-king.

not to be confused with joking, kidding, pumpkin or king of the castle.

spends half his time telling us on msn about how he's not going skip school and asking us not to tell him to skip school cuz he'll never do so.

spends the other half skipping school.

idolizes luo zhi xiang just like vivian the dolphin.
attempts to BE like luo zhi xiang, as seen in the photo.

funny guy.

there's another four.but since they refused t have their pictures taken, oh wells.

first week of school with a new class is over.

and its been a great week.

let me tell you why.

im starting t like my new class more and more.

its darn friendly.

they make lame jokes.

really really really lame jokes.

okay some were by me but that's not the point.

they play cs(counter-strike) like nobody's business.

the girls even.

they have potential.

so far.

i guess i have the next fifteen weeks to find out more.

my old classmates still rock.

we still have breakfast and lunch together.

okay we try.

we fight the scourge together.

oh wells.

its funny.

i cant wait t see myself in third year second sem.

hmm.

im not so on about mahjong anymore now that i've a computer oriented version.

im getting bored of it.

its like playing command and conquer and getting tired of going to war.

hmm.

maybe that's why they invent such games.

OH YOU KNOW WHAT.

I HAVE AN LJ ACCOUNT.

AND MY G-INPUT HAS RESUMED.

IM FALLING IN LOVE WITH LJ.

grace and ced are really funny.

talking to them on msn alone makes me laugh and have stomachaches.

haha so if ure seeing this yeoh wen ti and francison, thanks alot.

oh wells.

i've got so much on my mind now.

i need t think.

bye all.

Metastasis.

2007-09-18T20:42:00.000+08:00

hi grace.

2007-09-13T03:13:00.000+08:00

And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love.
1 Corinthians 13:13

Dead or alive.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MATTHEW!(:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHERLYN!(:

YES I ADMIT I AM LAZY.
i've tried making an lj acc but the thing just doesn't seem t make sense t me.
maybe cuz im not from mass comm.hmm.
okay the above sentence was merely hypothetical.
arrgh but still.
my g-input is still restricted.
soon.

results out for the np people today.
hope they did well(:

prelims are now.
promos are soon.
and school starts on monday.
stupid rp.give so short hols.
though i AM a little looking forward t my new class.
suspense.
ooh.

there is simply no more activity t do that does not cost money now.
except for going t the library.
but noone spends time at the library reading anymore.
people go there to STUDY.
sheesh.
i miss mugging.

arrgh.
i havn't have all the pictures yet.so.
patience is a virtue bav.
and TIMOTHY REU NONIS.
I WANT MY HD.
heck the virtues.
or else.
(:

The piano's going going going.Gone.

2007-09-12T22:08:00.000+08:00

It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
1 Corinthians 13:7

For dry, frizzy and rebellious hair.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUDREY!(:

wow.yet another earthquake.

gosh and double gosh.

green?

purple?

i was thinking white or dark red.

hmm.

im bored beyond bored.

at least there's stuff t occupy my time tmr and friday.

and sat.

and sunday.

monday's school reopen.

exciting.

i have taken t watching korean dramas again.

yes the situation is THAT bad.

i wish more people have blogs in blogspot so i can have more things t occupy myself with.

i hate lj.

and grace, i've tried okay.

im NOT lazy.

sheesh.

mooncakes rock.

esp durian ones.

well here's another thing you can do when ure bored.

take photos and post them on your blog.

like above.

oh wells.

another time i guess.

gosh i just rmb i still owe blue roses.

sigh.

When noone else is around.

2007-09-11T01:46:00.000+08:00

Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.
1 Corinthians 13:6

its a freaking contest.

new class.new classmates.
rp's redundant 'work with everyone' system.
on one hand, i want new classmates.
new friends.
new work partners.
hopefully better ones.
i want t experience that feeling that one gets on the first day of school.
where you meet new people.
where you have absolutely no prejudices against anyone.
where you start with the same impression of everyone else: new.
in W25L.

and then.
there's this feeling of infinite sadness and longing.
you want your old class back.
you start to dislike change.
you wonder:"why the heck must we change classmates when we were just warming up to our recent ones?"
and we all say:"this system sucks."
you know there will be people who you will lose contact with.
people you weren't that close to when you had the chance.
and you want your friends back again no matter how poor their english standard is(example only!)
because for the simple fact that they are your FRIENDS.
in W34K.

mahjong monday was okay.
but i did think i was kinda sorta mean.
okay really mean.
maybe a little overboard.
sorry bamboo.
okayokay.
sorry sharon.
i'll treat you t bubbletea when school reoopens.
really.

watched hey gorgeous!.
the show is really retarded can.
its a reality show where fiona, desmond and ben goes around in tertiary schools to look for handsome guys and pretty girls to crown them as the school's blablabla.
its retarded cuz the handsome guy and school belle chosen respectively so do NOT befit their title.
like the one in np.
people like ced and reu beat them handsdown.
then again maybe its a ching show.
but there's always..
okay not timo.
err..
okay not ivan.
err..
josh!
but josh's ching isn't that proficient either.
hahahaha i think its the wee hours of the morning that's doing it.
im thinking shunda.
somebody shoot me please.
haha more like hey that one behind the gorgeous!
btw, shunda cuz his ching is good.
and the others not cuz their ching is really bad.
lets not even talk about the girls.
wait my house gets burned down.

jiayou all those people having promos soon.
esp those acjc NERDs who stay up all night and morning t do their econs independant sth.
gosh.
and jiayou all those having their 'A's soon too.
go study.

its the last week of hols.
i havn done anything really beneficial so far.
its been a waste of rest and uefa.
nvm.
rp has loads of holidays.
next one luh.

okay.
more uefa now.
bye you.

A million little pieces.

2007-09-09T23:10:00.000+08:00

It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.
1 Corinthians 13:5

In love with twizzles.

im bored.
really bored.
let me what you can do when you're bored.
find a friend.
have a 'who is less competitive' competition.
here are some guidelines:
1.Trying to win this makes you lose.
2.Trying to lose this makes you win which makes you lose.
3.Not trying at all makes you lose which makes you win which makes you lose.
all set?go play then.
and put it on a blogpost after.
and let people who happen t chance upon your blog remark:'what a loony.'
that's 15mins taken care off.
23 hours and 44mins to go.
one min for typing the above sentence.
and this too.

the useless msn messenger is lagging non-stop.
im going t create something called joel messenger when i grow up.
joel messenger won't lag i tell you.
it'll just be like skype, icq, yahoo messenger and msn messenger combined together.
maybe even better.
no not maybe.
confirm will be better.
that's another 5 mins settled.

im in serious need of ice-cream.
caramel ice-cream please.
other flavours not wanted.
i think i'll go get some later.
that will take about an hour and the half.

i have 22 hours and 14mins left.

gosh.
this is so retarded.

im going t go search for more crazy things to occupy my time.
lalala.

riding a rusty old bmx bicycle.